Music: Spellbound - Katie Melua
Mood: bursting with I do not know what, energy, fire and water and rain and just everything
I'm a girl and maybe thats why I write so much about how I feel, or maybe its just who I am and I couldn't have helped it even if I was a boy but ahh!
Its Friday night after a hard week at work, appointments crammed in one between the other and I've finally got the chance to sit down, relax and enjoy some music, chill out and take a breath. I love this restaurant, not guilty. I adore it so much, because its spring. not guilty is spring just beginning, we're brand new and beautiful and precious and bright greens and pinks and yellows and blues and it is gorgeous. Glorious, really. It's got sooo much potential and its all waiting to happen! Summer is coming soon, I can feel it in my bones. Summer will come and all the pretty greens and pinks and yellows will bloom.
I really hope that I am making sense right now. I just want to write because I wish you all could feel that feeling in my stomach. I've got butterflies in my stomach because I know things are changing and thats spring too! That feeling you get when you wake up in bed early morning on a warm spring day and you've got so much to do and you can't wait to do them because it's not work or school, its just life and accomplishing things and enjoying that day in its full entirety. Just eating up the day like a massive black hole, eating up everything it can have, yet never being able to stop. There is sooo much out there and even if you can't get everything, who would dare stop you from trying to?
I wish you all could understand what it means to be that joyful, that free and ready for where life is reading to take you! That ship is ready and waiting and I've got my bags packed. I've got a ticket sitting in my drawer and it ain't no good till I use it, before it expires! Its spring. For me. For not guilty Restaurant. For everyone, if you're willing to take that chance and just go for it. Don't miss that pretty ship, when you've already got a paid ticket in your hand.
Lately I've been thinking, should I stay or should I go? It is definitely time to go!
Leave the past behind, start all over again, and live life to your fullest. So its still Winter for some of us. Well for me, I love the snow, the bright whites which cover everything and hides the world from view. But winter is saying her final adieu and spring is here, bringing the colours back into our world. It's time to wake up, say good bye to the past, let it wash away and let the sun through. Time to board that boat, and as Captain Jack would say, bring me that horizon.
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